There is so much going on to reflect on, the vicious attack in Paris, leading to equally senseless but, so far, much less fatal attacks on "People of Faith"; Tesco's finally admitting that the "Race for Space" was a mistake and are to close several of their stores; crises in the NHS; elections; arrests and all sorts of things in the news.
All of that and the main things on my mind are work, rain, and family. Work because I can't do any today because of the rain and family, because, well, because they are family. I seem to be subject to mood swings at the moment, yesterday was a good day, I worked mostly clearing up the last of the leaves and dead bedding, then later I spent some time with my daughter ~ a good day. Then I wake up this morning to steady persistent rain, meaning that any prospect of outdoor work today is simply off the agenda. Rather than rejoice at some extra time to myself I am feeling very "down" and can't help thinking about the money I won't be earning.
One of my Facebook friends reminded of this Bible verse and I am now determined that I will rejoice and be glad. So now I am going to go upstairs, but on a smart dress and go out to the Dulwich Picture Gallery and I will enjoy myself.
If I have swings like this now, then what will I be like if I go onto HRT?
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