I may have mentioned that I'm a musician - yeh like I may have mentioned I'm a cross dresser! well, anyway the point is that on Monday night I had rehearsal with one of the London Orchestras I play with. Because of their programme choices this is he first time I have played with them for nearly a year. During the interval the conductor came over to greet me, and thank me for coming, he then made the rather interesting comment "Wow, you look like a rock star" I'm still not sure how to take this, Will is quite a bit younger than me so maybe his idea of a rock start is different to mine.
It may have been a reference to the way I was dressed, my snug fitting ladies jeans, a floral shirt and ladies denim jacket, or it may have been a comment on the length of my hair, or maybe it was that somehow I was showing that I felt confident in how I looked as a presentation of myself. I like my long hair, although I am overdue a trim, I like the way I look when I wear this denim combination with a nice casual shirt, I am happy with my skin since I have been using a moisturiser. In fact I think I am a much better looking bloke since I have started to come to terms with being a woman sometimes.
The next night (Tuesday) we had our Concert in St John's Smith Square, the dress code was DJs so I limited myself to a pair of black sheer tights under my Dorothy Perkins trousers, (matching black panties of course). I still hope on day to combine my two passions and be able to play a concert as Paula.