Sometimes life can be a funny old thing. Earlier in the week I was struggling with depression, I would wake up in the morning and have to force myself to get out of bed, starting work would be a real battle of will. Once I would get started I was fine, but getting to that starting point..... Then I would get home, wash and change and even knowing I needed to go shopping I just couldn't be bothered to do it.
Then I just sort of felt a bit better, no idea why as Thursday evening I went out to a meeting about organising ext year's IDAHO event in Croydon. The weather had been inclement so I was at home anyway, I wore a nice grey M & S knitted dress with moderate heels and a classic Windsmore overcoat. A very classic elegant slightly informal outfit for a middle aged woman going to a meeting. The meeting went, we did manage a couple of decisions and agreed t put off some others until nearer the date. I have to say that it is nice to be involved in this, party because Paula needs have a complete life, not just fun, and part because it is always good to include the T in LGBT.
Feeling better I popped into a hostelry on my way to the bus stop for a quick half, only to be addressed as Sir by the manager. Once again feeling a bit deflated I was home before nine. This was the night of Halloween I think I saw two people in costume and no trick or treaters. But then neither have I seen anyone doing penny for the Guy. Since then I have been very busy sorting out fences and feeling much better, so note to self keep busy, go out, have fun.
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